sigh

im at home already.. feel kinda dull.. cos of this family.. my sis.. i really don know how to help her. i know now only she's da only wan can rescue herself.. butt ... she... is so stupid.. haiz.. hope she will get a good learning without hurt or bad things le... i really not dare to imagine wad will happen later.. cos even now.. da guy is so rediculous.. how abt in da future when im not around..

and.. tmr is big day.. for us to hav meal with whole family.. butt then. my a bu.. she say.. if don wanna this family broken.. then don back to have meal with them.. haiz... i really don know wad to do.. wad to talk to them let them to think better..

i hav to beware with every single word that speak with them.. hope... i wont say out any wrong thing to them and let them think -ve... hope everything will be ok.. God bless

feelings right now

feel so cold now.. my heart grow cold... juz like i hav lost my way in snow... and there is no way out.. i cant see others colour juz white.. im shivering alone in floaded snow like this polar bear

feeling in da moment

i am at CIT now.. lesson finished already.. i juz wanna back hometown earlier.. unfortunately.. i cant get any ktm or bus ticket for today... planning back at saturday evening.. butt feel hard to wait here.. really don like da feel now.. wanna stay away from here.. juz .. don wan stay here.
hope to back fast.. then go melacca celebrate CNY.. even no happy there.. choose to listening my mum annoy shouting than da silence here.. cant breathe here... physically and als mentally..

hope to know a new guy .. and dating liao ... so.. introduce some to me ba....

juz notice that every post in here all are -ve one... feel so emo and im a -ve ppl.. butt is common la.. my page call cass sanctuary.. of cos.. i'll juz come in when emo-ing lo .. lol.... this is juz for now la.. mayb wll hav a change after this lo ..

and guyz... tell u something.. if really love a gal.. never say sorry to her... and.. never lie to a gal.. and say u are protecting a gal.. this represent u not respect her..
and.. i HATE gossip guy and gals...

listening.. xiao jiu wo by jj and ah sa... take care everyone.. including me..

s.a.d

nothing can describe my feeling best except this

let it be

im back from holiday... and .. this is da third week i am here .. no more internet for me..
at cc now...

feel damn sad... cos.. hav to say goodbye to someone that i love.. cos... now only realize that i had never put him down from my heart.. wad da... haha... don noe how to describe this feeling... cos.. i .. juz not dare to touch that place in my heart.. juz let it be.. yesterday .. heard something that feel really good.. that is.. if two ppl are really love each other... juz give one more step out.. then .. both of them will get each other..
butt i think.. this never happen in my life.. haha.. so .. juz let it be

still no mood to study.. so much things happened these days again.. the book sure be damn famous if i write my whole life story in it... cos.. there's no long peace in my life..

cope with it .... cass ....